It is within my existance to contradict what is said. yes i can be a hypocrite, it doesnt mean that what I said wasnt true.  Life is troubling, and my amusement comes from...

I decided to clean up my journal.. to keep from incriminating myself IT IS TIME TO LEAVE. i dont have much to say, so i'll go.

WARNING: this is over 7 pages in MS Word, so if u are going to read, its long... plus much of the entries were never finsihed.. so there are alot of incomplete things in here...